Sometimes I think that a journal is the greatest thing in the world... I just wrote about something that was bothering me this whole day. But after writing, I was reminded that I shouldn't be like that. How easily it consumes... How easy it is to slip back down. Thank God for Lynette, Patricia and Gloria who came to talk to me. Took my mind off things. Really enjoy spending time with them. Its like I feel super comfortable being around them. Went for a haircut after lunch. People say I look neater... but i don't know. Kinda like a china doll or something. Will see what my colleagues say tomorrow. No more hair-swinging while playing the drums... :P

Losing hope isn't something that I'll ever get used to...

::: Lyric of the Day :::
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from